Poetry by Yp: Battle Scars

Battle Scars in my heart, ignorance in my smarts

Splashes of pain in my art, a past that stays in the dark

So many fish in the sea, I fell in love with a shark

Cause old bites to the heart will always leave a mark

I just learned that I never loved God enough

Guess even she had all of me but never Got enough

I was the City of Love trapped in a Love State

But when people pist on your love you start to Love Hate

Her words were sharp, they can even break bones

She gave my love credit based on her fake loans

Break-ups break up love that was only made up

She was a cosmetic con using her lies as make up

I felt on top of the world, just trying to stay and keep Up

but Love was a figment of her imagination that’s why she made me Up

We were just Hell’s elevator that would never take me up

Only thing my Dream girl did was wake me up

We try to forget, but pain is like an elephant

Now my problems need condoms cause my heart is never celibate

I looked away from God and got with girls for the Hell of it

This is the secret of my soul and now I’m telling it

But those were just old chapters I was sick of reading

Cause you should only focus on Scars if you feel them bleeding

Cause I’ve been dating loneliness as long as I’ve been breathing

But then I found God and my love started healing

Sometimes I look back at on my Scars when I got to feel

But what do old Scars have to do with a new Battle Field?

I had Ex’s, but even more Whys, but I leave it alone

Cause even math teaches us that an X is just an unknown

If you have cried for your pain, I’ve cried too

And if someone has stabbed you in the Heart, I’ve died too

But I let it all go, I fought the past on the field where my painful bombs lay

And now I can’t see my old scars…just my new Fiancé

“When ULovE U EvolU”

-Yp